Originally written April 24, 2013
So I got my new plug in the mail today. For those of you curious it's a Doc Johnson Spectra Gel Anal Stuffer bought from Love Honey. It's pretty big and I'll admit I felt intimidated at first but I was really excited to use it. After all, I've been waiting since April 4th for this. Daddy had me lube it up nicely and bend over. He reminded me that the goal was not to force it all the way in but to see how far I could comfortably take it.
My first try wasn't too successful. I pushed in the first bump with no problem. As I was pushing in the second bump, I forgot the meaning of "gentle" and pushed it in pretty quickly and it hurt like hell. I quickly pulled it out and took a few moments break.
After the pain died down, I was determined to try it again so I lubed it up again. Daddy reminded me to take deep breaths and exhale as I pushed it in, He says it relaxed the body. He also told me that this time with each bump to take a moment to let my body adjust. So I bent over and spread my legs further, I decided to go for a more crouched position than upright kneel. I pushed the first bump again with no problem and took a moment to adjust. I applied more pressure slowly and let the second bump slip in. I let out a gasp and a long exhale as I bent down and let my body get used to the new sensation. The second one has the largest increase in size from the first, so getting over that one was what it took to comfortably move on.
We then continued on to the next bump, which is the largest but only a slight increase from the second so it went in easily. I was going to stop there but I applied a bit more pressure and ended up taking the last bump and then the whole thing. Mind you, the length of this plug is 6 inches; I'm not sure about the girth off the top of my head.
At that point I just relaxed and Daddy congratulated me, telling me that I was a good girl and that He was proud of me. He asked me how it felt and I replied that it felt good and had no pain. I started to get a little worked up though about what if it started hurting; but I managed to calm myself down.
I've had it in for a half hour now and it's really comfortable, almost natural feeling. I love it and I'm proud that I was able to completely take it in today, even if it wasn't our initial goal.